My soul is on a radiant fire. Sometimes it’s much too much to comprehend, but it is a feeling that really isn’t all that hard to fathom. For you are in every which way a valid reason for the elevation of my being within. Sometimes I feel like she is detached from my flesh; rising higher into the sky, and the only thing keeping my exterior planted on the ground is gravity. However, like I said once before…gravity ain’t got nothing on me.
Everything that is you, is beyond the configured, dreamed, imagined, non-existent form of a man that I have ever stormed up in my vibrant coloured mind…and as creative as I can get with mixing brights, shades, tones, and pastels…I would have never thought up- you. All that I have ever wanted, beautifully exceeded a figment of intertwined heart beats and hopeful brain neurons. You are like the invention of a new colour; and you make my ongoing master piece shine as if it were under positive, electric love spot lights. I don’t believe that there is even such a thing…but what I do know is that since you came in to my blessed brightly coloured world- the pigments became more intense and I step into a place that feels like red velvet cheesecake, peach yogurt, vanilla ice cream, avocado shakes, Starbucks lattes, Extra gum in Maui Melon, warm blankets, aloe vera drinks, Life-Savers gummies, heated car seats…I could go on forever…and though all of those things are tangible, I am in a place where they have now become feelings. With you, I explore horizons that I thought only existed in sparkly fairy tales…but this, is reality. Your heart of gold, your beautiful character, your down-to-earth demeanor, your humbleness, your spiritual light, your sweetness, your genuiness, your kindness, your craziness, your smile, your voice, your hugs, your kisses…it is all REAL. You are REAL. We are for real. Now, I could use the word lucky…and I often feel that way sometimes…but you my love, are a beautiful blessing. I know that He sent you to me; for there is no other explanation for this realistic dream to be placed in my life. My gratitude goes beyond limitless turquoise waters; glistening under warm sunlight.
I was once flying skies with alizarin sunsets feeling free and elated…but since our Creator placed you beside me on the canvas that we were so delicately stroked onto- I fly skies with orange moons, shooting stars, and sheets of deep indigo, waiting patiently for glorious royal sunrises. The terms free and elated fall short from the feeling you provide; it’s something more than butterflies- it’s as heavenly as the starry skies. And as indescribable as this realistic dream is, I will continue to reach for heights of my aspirations. Praying that we will maintain ascension, growing- through Him; the heart and soul that is our reason for existence.
My love for you is as deep as the tones of jewels on the crown of a king. You, are my handsome king…and as your queen- I will stand by your side; in which I pray will be…
Forever.
Sincere fervent love,
The voice of my heart
Damn.
Watching this was like seeing my heart verbalize its emotions on stage.
She could not be more precise.
She could not be more real.
I feel her to the deepest of depths.
“…apparently, you forgot; that honesty begins by being real with yourself, and the ones you claim you love. The truth cannot be hidden.
What’s clouded in darkness will always come to light my love. You should have known that. Claiming you saw my light so clearly and brightly. I guess shit happens…”
But, being the amazing women that we are; we always remain shining.
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“Some n*ggas recognize the light, but they can’t handle the glare.” -Com Sense
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My heart on stage could not be more passionate.
I’m speechless.
No matter how many times I listen to this song, I will never grow tired of it. Every single time feels like the first. It takes me to a place where I only feel warm. My soul radiates with a positive aura. I only learned that music could do such a thing when I first heard this track. I would have to say that this is by far one of my favourite songs…ever. I’m almost certain that it’s number one. He speaks so eloquently of a love that should only ever be equal. Relying on faith, maintaining communication, trying to remain understanding, always respecting, cherishing, supporting, encouraging…simply loving genuinely…wholeheartedly. Mmmmmmmmmm…it makes me feel soooo good.
I can’t stop.
The light is my love.
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I just wanted to lastly say, may God’s love rain down on you.
There is a blessing in every lesson.
It was nice to have known you.
*Alyssa Whitney Ramos
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P.S. goodbye…forever.
